This
has been a rough year. I have hardly read any good books. And not for lack of
trying.* If I have often thought of and felt books to be my friends, I have
been cruelly betrayed many times these past several months. Old, trusted “go-to”
authors have inflicted bitter disappointments such as Agatha Christie’s The Clocks and H. Rider Haggard’s The Yellow God. Even ancient writings
like The Nibelungenlied made me less
inclined to cradle the volume in my arms (as I am wont to do) than throw it
across the room (as usually would be unthinkable!).
I have been searching for solace in reading, and haven’t found a safe haven. It’s a feeling hard to describe, but not usually quite so difficult to find. The feeling of comfort when one lays open a few pages of paper and looks at them, and somehow is transported out of one’s life and enters the existence of someone else.
But as Escapism has consistently eluded me this year, I decided that perhaps I was approaching the problem in the wrong way. I was trying to avoid reality. But books are more than an escape; they delve into reality so that we can understand our lives in a new, different, better way. So I reversed my course completely, and read A Journal of the Plague Year by Daniel Defoe.